Jul 05, 2018velveetahead rated this title 5 out of 5 stars
Maria seems to be suffering from an existential crisis for most of her life and also seems to be enduring untreated depression that was triggered when her mother died. She never seemed to really get over that, but it was the beginning of many tragedies in her life. Set in the late 1960s, she is an actress married to a successful Hollywood producer. They have a young daughter that is in a mental institution and they do not seem happy. No one has any sympathy for Maria. She doesn't have any sympathy for herself either. She accepts that life is crap and there is nothing you can do to change it. The only time she ever has any control is when she gets on the freeway and drives out into the desert.
I loved this book, but I am not sure why. The writing was sparse, but Didion said so much with so little. I could completely see how this book would drive many people insane and many people probably want nothing to do with Maria, but I found her so interesting. I like reading about real women with real problems, so maybe that is why I liked it. There is nothing pretty about this story. It is dark and depressing, but I was enchanted.